Undone By Tina Johndrow

Tina Johndrow
Tina Johndrow

Where do I begin? Yesterday began as most of my days do. Appointments and such. My first appointment was such that I can only describe in terms of having what at first some might describe as an out of body experience. I don’t have human words to describe what it was like. Just that while I was in the appointment, I was not “there”. I was obviously there in the natural realm as I still knew what was going on, but it was as though everything was muted. As I began to drive to work, I was in a fog. At times I had such an intense desire to turn around and go home. I just wanted to be alone with Jesus. This is where I struggle to communicate how I felt. A married couple become one when they are joined physically. He is within her. The all consuming desire to be one with Jesus – not in the sexual realm – but in the intimacy realm – was beyond words. The atmosphere has shifted and I am no longer content with what I have in my relationship with Jesus. I want more time with Him. I am consumed with the desire to be alone with Him. I am undone…..Isaiah 6:5 indicates the prophet being undone. I am not saying He is going to bring about a curse but it does adequately convey how I feel. I am undone!

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